Do you think I'm emo?

Well ever since I was in elementary I was bulled and middle and when I want high school I only had one friend but I always been bulled stay I was going to give up my life when I was 5 years old I was so tired of **** like my step dad hitting me for 9 years and when I was 17 I was crying so much of thinkin about my life sucks my step called the cops like 3 time for just crying.. But I never like dress emo or nothing like that I'm just me..