I know I'm disgustingly fat... How many pounds do you think I should lose. *link included*?

Enough to make yourself healthy because it can lead to diabetes. You do not have to be what you think others want to see. You be you and what you see is the most important thing to worry about. My guess is that you are beautiful the way you are, but just keep it within a healthy range. Check with your doctor because he or she would be the best person to give that advise.